Studs
I am completely over him.
Rabu, 11 Mei 2011 | 0 comments
Hello world, It's me, Qyr.Sorry for abandoning my blog about months. This is just a quick hello since I have got nothing to do at the moment.
It's been long a long, busy month. Yeah. We just finished our first assessment on tuesday. All I can say is everything was messed up. Lol. I'm sure I won't get flying colors this time. Screw up lah.
I'm tired of posting anyway. Never mind. I'll trying to get my mode on..... Grrrr! I'm back in full swing (L)
School was okay. Nothing was out of ordinary. Oh well, Surprising I still can't get myself out from the comfort zone. Is it me yang awkward or surroundingnya yang..... ? Hahahaha. I've never bothered my self with these kind of question. I think, It's either me yang too self-centered....
Anyway, From now on..... I made a choice to finally letting him go. No, I have never been in a relationship with him before. Seriously. It's just I'm dumbing my self for almost five years.. Well. To be franked, I never told my feelings towards him before. I'm not afraid of love. I'm just afraid of not being loved back. It's amazing after all the good time we both have been through, and we are still good friends. At least.
I am not crazy. Trust me, He has all the characteristics I've always wanted in a guy. I can't help my self & I don't want anyone else. Okay. This is totally crazy.
I was accidentally stalk his profile, and sulp.. I could feel my heart cracks into pieces. I tried my best to keep my self calm & smiled. I know I could be all right without him. Trust me. I'm a strong girl. My ego has reached its maximum capacity. 
It's better to be alone sometimes. No one can hurt you that way. That's just a part of growing up. It makes me stronger. I may not get through it my self, but InsyaAllah My friends will help me through this. Someday It'll pay off.
